Ok, my last post was short and was definitely enough. These things have been going on forever, stupid people. USERS…there in the world everywhere. It just feels like everyone has that insincere smile, and greeting yu gd?. No I’m not because all of you are just putting up a front. I actually don’t have time to be dwelling on this. I should be learning new things, studying striving to be better. Yet I’m caught on this. Why can’t life just be sunshine and rainbows? Why can’t people not only be out for themselves but care about others too? This whole thing is lost on me. I refuse to carry on this insincere crap, I’m going to be on my own studying. Talk to lectures and hopefully get my work done and understand stuff. I actually don’t want to communicate with anyone anymore. So sick of everyone. You’re probably so sick of my posts. I know…I’m being a moody margaret. And yes I’ll admit I wish I had sincere friends. But right now, at University, I don’t. That sucks. That’s life though, I have to get on with it. I am learning, I am studying, I am striving to be better, to do better, to be the best version of me.
I’m going to toughen up and take what I need to university. No point relying on others. No point wasting time keeping up appearances with other people aswell. Obviously this doesn’t apply to the REAL friends in my life. Anyway. So yea. Basically, I’m done with this rant. I just needed to get that out of my system.
Oh wait I’M NOT DONE.
ANOTHER THING….I need to stop giving people chances, someone asks for work in a rude way so I don’t send it, and then when we do group work together they don’t reply, and then I carry on talking to them, and messaging them. No. NO SORRY. I shouldn’t have done that. That was bad. That was not good. I’m dont seriously.
Within the last few lines of The Fault in Our Stars by John Green it says; in life you’re going to get hurt, but you can choose who’s going to hurt you.
YES I NEED TO CHOOSE WHO’S GONNA HURT ME. SERIOUSLY. I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO GET A BRAIN. STOP BEING NICE TO PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT NICE TO YOU, OR PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE BUT WITH ULTERIOR MOTIVES.
It’s so weird though, why are people like this? I don’t understand, can someone tell me why? Seriously? Because people are selfish? Because they’re idiots? I don’t know, they’re losers, not gonna waste my time with them. YET I AM WASTING MY TIME…I NEED TO LET IT GO, and be content. And not have anything against anyone, cause if I do, I’ll regret it. I’m wasting my life on this. Seriously just stop. Lets not hold grudges, lets just keep distances. That’s what I shall do. I’ll keep my distance. Gotta be more wary of people. Seriously…yeaa that’s what I shall do.