Take some time for yourself…everyday

Posted in Uncategorized on May 23, 2016 by whenimborediblog

I feel like this is important. When you stop, it catches up to you. No one else can take care of you like you. You are the only you, you are the centre of your own universe. Everyday I feel like everyone including me (especially me) should take out some time for themselves.


Recently I’ve noticed that for the past couple of years I’ve been meeting other people’s needs while neglecting mine. I’m the type of person that need’s to be alone with myself to recharge. I haven’t really been getting that for a long time now. So from now on there’s going to be a permanent change in my life. Such as, meeting my needs first and then meeting other peoples needs. Also everyday I’m just going to take some time out. Either to journal, exercise, read a book whatever. Just going to do it.

Enjoy the present

Posted in Uncategorized on April 6, 2016 by whenimborediblog

bloody ell, I’m always going on about what I want to do later oo this and that. I need to just shut up and enjoy the present. Stop stressing girl. Things will happen enjoy the process. wooooooo.

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , on February 28, 2016 by whenimborediblog

Sometimes in life things change, and you know you just gotta get your head around it. This is something I haven’t been able to deal with for a long time. Sometimes you gotta let people go even if that means you will be alone. If you no longer connect and click in the same way, your just dragging on dead weight in a way. Thing’s aren’t supposed to be the same, that’s the beauty of life. And yea, this post is so cryptic and weird.

I guess I’m frustrated, I was frustrated and annoyed at myself for a while. One for going against my principles and taking out such a big loan for an education that I didn’t necessarily need. Two for chasing after people that didn’t really want to get to know me.

I’m actually tired of talking to people who only want to talk to me when they have something to say and not when I do to. I understand people are busy living their lives but if you really played a significant factor to someone else’s life they would probably text you back, or ask you how your doing. I’m tired of making excuses for people’s crappy behaviour and most of all I’m tired of just taking it at all. I’m not blaming the crappy people for my situation. I know it’s entirely my fault because I let this all happen. I should’ve walked away earlier. I’m at a point in my life where to be honest I don’t really fully have enough time to connect with people. Especially within these next few months. I have a lot to do in a short amount of time so I don’t really have time for drama. I’m still figuring out what I want to do on this Earth. I have a few ideas and loads more floating in my brain but I literally don’t have time for that. For now I don’t want to let people determine my mood. Whether someone texts me back or not, is in your life or not, you shouldn’t let it bring you down. It just sucks ass when it’s someone you never really thought would do that, does it. It sucks to know that you’ve been forgotten or that they’d intentionally ignore your message. IT SUCKS ASS. I’ve had my fair share of being ignored, and I can officially say I am done. If you don’t appreciate my presence, I guess that’s that, not everyone’s gonna love you for you, but it’s gonna be alright. It is just annoying when you don’t really know where you stand to someone. It’s so annoying. Literally makes me feel like cutting people off.

DAMN MAN. This has all come about because of some stupid incident earlier in my life. I guess what’s to be learnt from this is that if you don’t know where you stand with someone you probably don’t really stand anything to them anyway. If that make’s any sense. It’s a sad reality in this world. No you won’t be friends with everyone. No, not everyone will be your supporter. Yes people will use you and then leave you when it suits them. That is life. No ones perfect, but when you sure find people you actually connect with and click with. Someone you can see eye to eye with, someone who respects your views and you respects them. Someone who values your time. Treat them right. Simple as. Don’t leave another scar in a too scared world.


Didn’t realise how scarred I got from a whole weird experience, but yea I guess it will take time to officially not care anymore. It doesn’t happen in a day a month a year or whatnot, but it’ll happen one day or another. I’m actually kind of glad though to be where I am. I am glad. Gotten through a lot beneath the surface, and it was damn crazy but it’s alright now. If any of you guys are going through anything tough just know at the end it’ll be alright. We are all human beings, everyone makes mistakes, but you’ve got to find the ones worth the mistakes. Surround yourself with people who are honestly happy for your success. Honestly there for you during the hard times, people you feel comfortable turning to for advice. Those are the kinds of people you wanna keep around. Also, don’t let a bad experience stop you from giving other people chances. It’s hard I know, but we just gotta not let other people bring us down to a point where we ourselves completely change and are bitter towards others. Be stronger than the crappy’s out there. Don’t let them get you down.


All these words just from being ignored. AHHH. THINGS RUN DEEP SOMETIMES.


Anyway life changes. OMG TWO MONTHS LEFT. AJDJSBJBSJCSDKCJSDNCJ I’VE GOT TO STUDY HARD GET IN THE GROOVE OF STUDYING. I actually do not know how I pass. I’m literally not going to look past these two months because it distracts me so bad. I’ve got several lists (all listing similar stuff) of thing’s I want to do after as a reminder. I need to just forget about that list till later. TWO THINGS TO DO: STUDY AND FOCUS 25. Everyday 25 minutes because I feel my health deteriorating. If I get through focus 25 I’ll do a post on it. I mean why not. In 2/3 months I’ll write a post about university too. Maybe someone will benefit from them. I hope I remember to do the posts.

If you’re feeling low

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , on February 10, 2016 by whenimborediblog

If you’re feeling low try this:

Write a list of things that bring you happiness and joy, small things big things. (reading a book, talking a walk, watching the sky, watching a movie…)


Posted in Uncategorized on February 10, 2016 by whenimborediblog

Studying seems so long right now. ahhh i’m sick of rewriting the same symbol with a different prefix and those tiny pointy arrows ARGH driving me slightly crazy. All this though, I have doubts of passing aahhh i know it’s bad. I’m just gonna keep going, keep trying my best and trying my best. I don’t know how I’m going to get through this, I just know that I have to get through it.

So much..so much has happened kind of in the last few years and so little. ha. what a weird sentence, contradicts itself. Well, at the time it seemed like so much but now looking back I feel like so little has actually happened.

LA DA DA DA DE, You’re not breaking me (from the song by Tori Kelly, Unbreakable smile)

I really thought I would have written loads in the last few years but I kind of feel so out of it aswell, like ahhh it’s kind of crazy that this is all on the internet. When I was younger I thought it was all find and dandy cause it’s anonymous and what not but still I don’t know. It just feels a bit funny. So cool that this is anonymous.

LA DA DA DA DEEE….. this song’s kinda cool. I like it. First time I heard it just now lOOLOLOLOLOL.

I like Tori Kelly. She’s cool. Well her music is I’ve never met her but hopefully she’s cool too. Everybody’s talking about the next thing…feel like what they’ve got aint good enough…but all i wanna do is reduce the tension..bring the conversation back to us.


This was a year ago….wowwowowowowow

Posted in Uncategorized on February 6, 2016 by whenimborediblog

Wow. i’ve had this blog for ages and ages.

Well….lets fill ya in ey. When everyone asks me what’s new i always say “Nothing.” because nothing is new with me. It’s the same old stuff. Watched a show, need to actually start learning stuff. Rubbish. Well, It does’t seem to be talk-worthy. Worthy of talking about. Am I slowly disintegrating into nothingness? Am i too content? I don’t know.

I definitely want to try rock climbing though, and travelling wherever possible. As long as its more or less safe and what not.

i fell like writing has just left me. Does that make sense. Can writing leave you? I used to have days where i was just itching to write write write and these days its just like. Meh. Last year I really wanted to write a few times but i just suppressed it. i thought it would’ve been all negative rubbish. This that and the other.


1) I READ A GOOD READ. IDC. ITS A TEEN BOOK. FOR THE TEENY TINY TEENS. YEs. And it was called “Geek Girl”, it twas a very nice lovely enjoyable read.

2) I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE. I learnt how to drive and passed wOO WOO WOO



5) I actually went to university and passed first year. You know those rants i used to have about not going well…i went and I don’t regret it because I am learning a lot, but at the same time i regret not trying to do something different for a few years. I’m just following the conventional routes. Not very exciting right? Anyway yea so I’ve done that. Well currently I am still in second year. Awaiting this years end and then on to third year. Hopefully i learn a lot of things. LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS.

I think I’ll stop there with things i’ve done and move on to things i want to do…

1) Rock-Climbing – However….this is quite expensive. So, going to have to save for a while and when i have some excess I shall fly away to the rocks.

2) Spanish – Fluency, It kind of interests me but not that that that that much. But definitely interesting. Italian also interests me swell……well more than spanish tbh, cause Italy just seems like a more interesting country. Especially from what I’ve heard about italy swell.

3) Arabic.

Posted in Uncategorized on January 24, 2016 by whenimborediblog

Omg I really need to work on my writing. What’s happened to me? AHHHHHH, Probably should read something that’s written well so it rubs off on me? yea. why not? okay.


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