Posted in Uncategorized on August 23, 2015 by whenimborediblog

Just thought I’d write to say, I’m enjoying this sunny weather. I really appreciate it. Plus I needed to keep up to date with this blog. Needs to post moressssss and moress ahaha.

THE AIR IS LOVELY. THE SKY IS LOVELY. ITS A LOVELY DAY…and now I’m off to do some laundry. 8)

Blogging Again

Posted in Uncategorized on August 20, 2015 by whenimborediblog

SO Foriegnnnn…bloggging again. AHHH okay. so yea hmmmmmmmm

So my blogs been kinda a downer or maybe it always is or maybe its not idk, but I was reading my posts and I definitely noticed a trend in downerness in the last two years. WELL yea I think thats cause I finally went through that whole phase of changing yourself so that other people would accept you, except I didn’t really change too much, but I tried to portray a image to people who really didn’t even notice I was even portraying an image. (OKAY THATS SAD IM GNNA STOP WITH THE SAD NONSENSE NOW.) Or I kinda held a big part of my personality back because I just knew I would be judged.

I just wanted to write that cause I want to let you know that you should be yourself no matter what (as long as no one else is getting harmed from you being yourself, just thought I’d add that in just incase a serial killer is reading this, idk random thought, my brains weird). Cause at the end of the day you’ll love yourself for it and who cares if the world doesnt cause ultimately what you think of yourself matters the most. You are the leader of you’re life & why wouldn’t you want to fell good about you!

I’m not really sure what I want to write about. I feel like I should write though. I haven’t been consistent with this blog but self reflection is so important. Keeps you in check. Stops the inner demon from taking over ahaha.

My newest endeavour is to loosen up and not take everything so seriously. Just chill take a chill pill, a much needed chill. Things will get done but always to remember not to give myself such a hard time, and appreciate all things, especially the little things. Just take care of myself and de stress.

Mornings

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , on April 10, 2015 by whenimborediblog

Try and make exercising the no. 1 thing to do every day before you start your day. It just feels so great and hopefully it’ll help you focus.

Need to write

Posted in Uncategorized on April 8, 2015 by whenimborediblog

No matter what you just gotta keep going, don’t let anyone make you feel inferior. Everyone is equal, people have different talents, some are better at something than you, or worse at something than you? SO WHAT? Doesn’t mean anyone is actually better than you, we’re all human beings. All human. THE END.

Posted in Uncategorized on March 19, 2015 by whenimborediblog

i don’t know why, but things just feel surreal. The stress seems to have vanished temporarily. I feel different. I like what I’m doing at the moment. Okay I love it, I love learning, and I’m really appreciating it. This opportunity to learn like this is not going to be around forever. I like learning at university. Sure I don’t actually learn stuff in lectures but I like learning at home, and I’m actually excited. The challenge is I’ve got to learn and be mentally prepared for exams, otherwise all of this will come to a sad end.

And….there’s still so much I want to do…

– learn language

– travel

– become financially stable

– set up a business of some kind something I’d enjoy doing

– find a career that I’d actually enjoy pursuing, one where I’m excited to get up everyday and pays okay.

I was actually thinking of research recently, that’d be interesting and fun, and just all around good. I don’t know though, it doesn’t really allow the flexibility to do that many other things then, well I don’t think it does. I’d definitely like to check it out see how it is. It’d be interesting.

One thing I’d like to leave with everyone or anyone reading this is, appreciate everyday and try and be kind to everyone. Sometimes you never know who you’re going to meet. There’s so many different people in life who’ve lived totally different lives so it’s always nice to have conversations with others and just see how they are.

There’s opportunity everyday, every minute and in every second. There’s an opportunity in every second of our lives, how we decide to spend that second is very important. Try and make the best use out of your time. I’m working on my time too.

Sometimes we get too caught up in looking back or forward in time, just try and be present in every second. Find something you love doing and do it everyday.

OMG. I love me.

Posted in Uncategorized on January 24, 2015 by whenimborediblog

Okay. I just read some real old posts. and ohmygosh. what happened to me? I was so cool. SOOOO COOOOL.

AAHHAHHAHAH CRAAZY COOL. OLD SCHOOL COOL. IFSKLNFDSKNFSDJKNCJDSNJSNCJCNDSJNCDJSNCJDNJVNFJVNDNVKDL

I literally didn’t care. oh my gosh. so what do I care about now? Not much. Just don’t want people judging me. or prejudging me to be exact. I guess that’s somethings that out of my control. I SHOULD JUST BE FREEEEEE.

ANOTHER THING. NEED TO STOP LETTING UNIVERSITY STUDIES ETC. TAKE OVER LIFE. I LOVE LEARNING DONT GET ME WRONG, but as I have written in a previous post, I need to experience things as well. Read, learn other things I want to learn. GO TO CLASSES. OMG. SOOO MUCH TO DO SO MUCH. AND OF COURSE FINISH THAT BLOOMMMING SCARF. omg oMG AFJDNJKNJDNCJDCND

WOOOOAOOAOAOAOAOAOO I’M HIGH OFF MY OWN WORDS. I’m so weird. I love it.

LOVE IT. I’m in love with myself. hahahaha. how sad? or how unsad? IDK. IDC. WOOO. wool woooo

Posted in Uncategorized on January 2, 2015 by whenimborediblog

I’m so glad I kept this blog. Just read a recent but old post. it really cheered my up ey my own old words, were comforting. Life has a lot of highs and lows and I really appreciate writing. I encourage everyone that can, pick up a pen and write. We’re blessed that we can read and write and have access to pen and paper and a computer and internet. Appreciate every little thing. It just makes life feel light and fluffy.

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