Try and make exercising the no. 1 thing to do every day before you start your day. It just feels so great and hopefully it’ll help you focus.
I don’t know what to say. 2 years ago, I made a decision and gave into fear, and out of not believing in myself. I went through with something I was planning not to do. I regret it, it’s been on my mind, but I have to make the most of what I have invested in. I feel like my passions have been dying. I still know I don’t have to follow the typical path, and I’m grateful for that opportunity.
One thing, I’d like to say to you, is always believe in yourself. No one else in the world might believe in you, but you should always believe in yourself no matter what. Work hard for what you want. What do you love? Are you doing things you love?
Questions I’ve asked myself. I am partly doing things I love, however, I still want to explore and find more things that I love doing. I think we should never stop exploring if we aren’t content with the things we are doing now.
Everyday, I think you gotta do things with your goals in mind but also the fact that you are going to die one day, and it could be today, next month, next year, in 10 years. I don’t know. It could happen. I’m not saying go all crazy and be all I hate this to your boss or whoever, I’m just saying have a balance between your goals, things you want to accomplish and the fact that you might go any day. So make time for your kids or never leave the house angry at someone. Have your favourite meal maybe once a week or month. Experience life. Don’t get too bogged down.
No matter what you just gotta keep going, don’t let anyone make you feel inferior. Everyone is equal, people have different talents, some are better at something than you, or worse at something than you? SO WHAT? Doesn’t mean anyone is actually better than you, we’re all human beings. All human. THE END.
i don’t know why, but things just feel surreal. The stress seems to have vanished temporarily. I feel different. I like what I’m doing at the moment. Okay I love it, I love learning, and I’m really appreciating it. This opportunity to learn like this is not going to be around forever. I like learning at university. Sure I don’t actually learn stuff in lectures but I like learning at home, and I’m actually excited. The challenge is I’ve got to learn and be mentally prepared for exams, otherwise all of this will come to a sad end.
And….there’s still so much I want to do…
– learn language
– become financially stable
– set up a business of some kind something I’d enjoy doing
– find a career that I’d actually enjoy pursuing, one where I’m excited to get up everyday and pays okay.
I was actually thinking of research recently, that’d be interesting and fun, and just all around good. I don’t know though, it doesn’t really allow the flexibility to do that many other things then, well I don’t think it does. I’d definitely like to check it out see how it is. It’d be interesting.
One thing I’d like to leave with everyone or anyone reading this is, appreciate everyday and try and be kind to everyone. Sometimes you never know who you’re going to meet. There’s so many different people in life who’ve lived totally different lives so it’s always nice to have conversations with others and just see how they are.
There’s opportunity everyday, every minute and in every second. There’s an opportunity in every second of our lives, how we decide to spend that second is very important. Try and make the best use out of your time. I’m working on my time too.
Sometimes we get too caught up in looking back or forward in time, just try and be present in every second. Find something you love doing and do it everyday.
OMG IM DYING. ITS LIKE MY PASSIONS ARE DYING! I’M NOT DOING ANYTHING TO TAKE ANY STEPS TOWARDS THEM SO THEYRE DYING THEY’RE BASICALLY ALMOST DEAD.
SCREW IT. SCREW EVERYTHING. ARABIC TOMORROW. I DONT CARE. I SHALL CHECK IN TOMORROW WITH YOU AND UPDATE YOU ON MY ARABIC JOURNEY. DON’T DIE. DON’T DIE.
Okay. I just read some real old posts. and ohmygosh. what happened to me? I was so cool. SOOOO COOOOL.
AAHHAHHAHAH CRAAZY COOL. OLD SCHOOL COOL. IFSKLNFDSKNFSDJKNCJDSNJSNCJCNDSJNCDJSNCJDNJVNFJVNDNVKDL
I literally didn’t care. oh my gosh. so what do I care about now? Not much. Just don’t want people judging me. or prejudging me to be exact. I guess that’s somethings that out of my control. I SHOULD JUST BE FREEEEEE.
ANOTHER THING. NEED TO STOP LETTING UNIVERSITY STUDIES ETC. TAKE OVER LIFE. I LOVE LEARNING DONT GET ME WRONG, but as I have written in a previous post, I need to experience things as well. Read, learn other things I want to learn. GO TO CLASSES. OMG. SOOO MUCH TO DO SO MUCH. AND OF COURSE FINISH THAT BLOOMMMING SCARF. omg oMG AFJDNJKNJDNCJDCND
WOOOOAOOAOAOAOAOAOO I’M HIGH OFF MY OWN WORDS. I’m so weird. I love it.
LOVE IT. I’m in love with myself. hahahaha. how sad? or how unsad? IDK. IDC. WOOO. wool woooo
The past two years have been crazy wazy. Some of it I blogged through and some of it I didn’t. Parts were crazy. Parts weren’t. I guess thats life.
I heard something crazy inspirational today. A friend gave up on something so good just cause of her morals and having perspective even though it was a time where perspective could have easily been lost. I’m proud because honestly in her position I don’t have a clue if I would’ve been strong enough to take the right road.
Another note. Never chase people. If someone wants you in there life, they will make the time. They will make the effort. If you’ve already made effort once and there was no reciprocation then you know what. Leave it. Forget them. They missed out on a great person. You. Simple as. Simple as can be. Screw it. Life is too short to be waiting on people.
I know this is kind of wrong in a way but I miss the past me. The “me” at 16. I didn’t give a crap. I literally didn’t care about stupid people, I ignored them and focused on my work, and just did me. I’m trying to get back to that. I’m almost there. Just my TV addiction has gotten a bit out of hand. Seriously though, don’t mind others. Mind your own business and you will be fine.
OOOOMMMGOOSH. I’m so excited for the summer! An adventure. Ahhh. Really seriously excited! I hope it all goes to plan. If plan A doesn’t go right, then I have a plan B. So woo wool two plans. I’m so excited. And omgosh. I went to university (from my past posts I really was so indecisive and wasn’t sure) I’m glad I went. It kind of was an eye opener to the somewhat real world. Well, you encounter all kinds of people that you wouldn’t really encounter in your life had you not gone to university, just living in a different world within the same world as you. If that makes sense. Anyway besides that. My course is actually interesting. I am slightly failing at the moment but hopefully. Soon I shall get back on top of my work! But the stuff I’m learning is INTERESTING! I don’t necessarily like sitting in a lecture hall hearing a lecturer drone on and on, but I like learning. I feel like I’m falling in love with learning all over again. ( okay so cheesy, but I just wanted to had to write that)
What else? OMG, I’M STILL KNITTING A SCARF I POSSIBLY STARTED IN 2013. SO BAD. SO BAD. SO BAD. You know when I finish it I hope I take a picture and post it up on here.
Another thing on my want to do things is READ READ READ. READ MORE!
ANOTHER THING IS STOP LISTENING TO SO MUCH MUSIC. It’s just ridiculous. wastes a lot of my time, okay I don’t know abut you but I can literally spend a couple hours just watching music videos and listening to different music. To be honest though, I like it then I don’t and I just go through phases with music. It’s pretty crazy.
I’m still on my quest for languages (including programming languages) I’m embarrassed to say I haven’t made much progress on this front. I’m hoping I get on top of my curriculum and then I can slowly add in a few hours a week for Arabic and possibly JAVA.
Anyway Anyway Anyway Anyway Anyway ALSO GOTTTAAAAAAAAAA LEARN MY NATIVE LANGUAGE! I feel slightly bad. Just I don’t know. I should know it, even though I didn’t grow up in the country. Just ya know. I should kinda know.
AHHHH I FORGOT TO WRITE ABOUT THE RETURN OF SUPERMAN. AND OMG MARRIAGE WITHOUT DATING. okay marriage without dating was a good drama, nothing to intense that you have to think really hard about. A very good romantic comedy though! I really liked it, I watched it weekly and not in one go though.
I find the kids in The Return of Superman sooooo cute! OMG SO CUTEEEE!!! AWWWW TODDLERS SOO CUTE, I don’t know the shows just enjoyable to watch and the little kiddies are so cute!
It feels good to write after so long of not writing. It feels good. I’m gnna go now. Gonna check if the next episode of Heart to Heart is subbed.
OKAY OKAY! I KNOW I HAVE A TV PROBLEM. IM WORKING ON IT.