The past two years have been crazy wazy. Some of it I blogged through and some of it I didn’t. Parts were crazy. Parts weren’t. I guess thats life.
I heard something crazy inspirational today. A friend gave up on something so good just cause of her morals and having perspective even though it was a time where perspective could have easily been lost. I’m proud because honestly in her position I don’t have a clue if I would’ve been strong enough to take the right road.
Another note. Never chase people. If someone wants you in there life, they will make the time. They will make the effort. If you’ve already made effort once and there was no reciprocation then you know what. Leave it. Forget them. They missed out on a great person. You. Simple as. Simple as can be. Screw it. Life is too short to be waiting on people.
I know this is kind of wrong in a way but I miss the past me. The “me” at 16. I didn’t give a crap. I literally didn’t care about stupid people, I ignored them and focused on my work, and just did me. I’m trying to get back to that. I’m almost there. Just my TV addiction has gotten a bit out of hand. Seriously though, don’t mind others. Mind your own business and you will be fine.
OOOOMMMGOOSH. I’m so excited for the summer! An adventure. Ahhh. Really seriously excited! I hope it all goes to plan. If plan A doesn’t go right, then I have a plan B. So woo wool two plans. I’m so excited. And omgosh. I went to university (from my past posts I really was so indecisive and wasn’t sure) I’m glad I went. It kind of was an eye opener to the somewhat real world. Well, you encounter all kinds of people that you wouldn’t really encounter in your life had you not gone to university, just living in a different world within the same world as you. If that makes sense. Anyway besides that. My course is actually interesting. I am slightly failing at the moment but hopefully. Soon I shall get back on top of my work! But the stuff I’m learning is INTERESTING! I don’t necessarily like sitting in a lecture hall hearing a lecturer drone on and on, but I like learning. I feel like I’m falling in love with learning all over again. ( okay so cheesy, but I just wanted to had to write that)
What else? OMG, I’M STILL KNITTING A SCARF I POSSIBLY STARTED IN 2013. SO BAD. SO BAD. SO BAD. You know when I finish it I hope I take a picture and post it up on here.
Another thing on my want to do things is READ READ READ. READ MORE!
ANOTHER THING IS STOP LISTENING TO SO MUCH MUSIC. It’s just ridiculous. wastes a lot of my time, okay I don’t know abut you but I can literally spend a couple hours just watching music videos and listening to different music. To be honest though, I like it then I don’t and I just go through phases with music. It’s pretty crazy.
I’m still on my quest for languages (including programming languages) I’m embarrassed to say I haven’t made much progress on this front. I’m hoping I get on top of my curriculum and then I can slowly add in a few hours a week for Arabic and possibly JAVA.
Anyway Anyway Anyway Anyway Anyway ALSO GOTTTAAAAAAAAAA LEARN MY NATIVE LANGUAGE! I feel slightly bad. Just I don’t know. I should know it, even though I didn’t grow up in the country. Just ya know. I should kinda know.
AHHHH I FORGOT TO WRITE ABOUT THE RETURN OF SUPERMAN. AND OMG MARRIAGE WITHOUT DATING. okay marriage without dating was a good drama, nothing to intense that you have to think really hard about. A very good romantic comedy though! I really liked it, I watched it weekly and not in one go though.
I find the kids in The Return of Superman sooooo cute! OMG SO CUTEEEE!!! AWWWW TODDLERS SOO CUTE, I don’t know the shows just enjoyable to watch and the little kiddies are so cute!
It feels good to write after so long of not writing. It feels good. I’m gnna go now. Gonna check if the next episode of Heart to Heart is subbed.
OKAY OKAY! I KNOW I HAVE A TV PROBLEM. IM WORKING ON IT.